Soul/Jivatman ← Agama: Thirumanthiram Song 66 [Only a Model 🤔]

Can the body, that is, a human being, function without a soul? It can, it’s not legal, but it can.

Many people are now familiar with the keyless entry system in modern cars, meaning you don’t even need to use a car key to unlock the door or start the engine. And there are people who can simply intercept this authentication, even if the key is inside the house and the owner is also home, thus creating legitimacy for the car, driving off with the stolen vehicle, and later reprogramming everything. There are many ways to Rome, but I want to make it clear to you that a soulless body can also function in some way.

That’s what I meant by zombies 5 to 10 years ago.

According to Hinduism—and I’m not really deeply involved in it like the truly scholarly ones (that’s okay, there are more important things right now…)—because the literature was lacking back in the 90s, then I hardly had any time because of studies, work, house, family, child… and nowadays I’m restricted so I can’t read all of that, but through my visions I know that a body can function without a soul, for example, this topic: கூடு விட்டு கூடு பாய்தல்.

Not everything that Rishis can do is necessarily permissible, at least not in terms of purity. Then there are those who say: purity this, purity that, that’s not wrong either, or in other words, it’s not a question of right and wrong, as the Aghoris would argue; rather, it’s a question of consequences, as described in Upanishad 4.5.

I had another good example that would have fit well here, but I forgot it, or rather, it was taken care of.

The soul is, so to speak, one of the keys to legitimizing consciousness; or rather, it’s not the only one, similar to atomic bombs, where several keys are needed to activate something.

What I’ve noticed is that here, it is similar with people stealing electricity from their neighbours, so the zombies walk and think, not because their souls are still there, but because a similar key is being used from someone else to make their bodies appear alive.

What’s gone is gone, and that shouldn’t be forgotten. Then there’s the matter of the soulless beings (from 2020 onwards) that have emerged; you can’t give them a soul retroactively because that would violate the purity law. There are also soul catchers, I’ve observed that as well; perhaps it’s not necessarily the soul itself, but they can imprison the soul or any entity of an individual.

There are many roads to Rome, and in the name of science, greed, etc., rapes are committed here against all entities of an individual (emotions, memories, mind, intellect, etc., right down to the classic example of the body), and all of this is counted each time as a fully carried-out rape in the divine sense.

Perhaps the Nobel laureates, the rich, the gamblers, etc., all celebrated their wealth too soon because the price they will all have to pay for infinity – it is infinitely vast and will continue to grow and become ever more powerful.

One can grow in all dimensions, thus reaching infinity. I’ve always warned you: What’s the price? You buy finiteness with infinity.

Experiments

One may not, whether it’s possible or not isn’t the question here – that is, whether one can simply replace the many threads with which one is interwoven (physical and non-physical), like a knitted sweater, neither industrially nor analogously, but what is the price? You can’t wash all of this away; these are … Every individual receives certain unique configurations upon rebirth. Everything has its divine plan and order. It’s not without reason that I banned everything from 2020 🍼🐣 onwards, because everything here, too, proceeds like a brothel, devoid of culture. It doesn’t matter whether Shiva/Murugan wears a loincloth or not.

If your intellectuals, including leaders of various kinds – whether CEOs, government officials, religious figures, etc. – it doesn’t matter, for reasons irrelevant to God, perhaps because everything was over in 2011/2012 anyway, and humanity still exists, have a false impression of the overall situation – figuratively speaking, the system (☀️, …) is officially in a protracted apocalypse that has only been slowed down with great effort, and this also applies to the many (empty) promises, especially those that haven’t yet expired or even have, then it’s also about how you all deal with it.

Everything can be destroyed quickly, within the blink of an eye from me, which is why observation is being made to extract the maximum benefit.

Addressing things with control week on seatbelt law is beyond sad.

Do you know why so many cultures (Mayans, Aztecs, etc.) perished in the past? It’s all a consequence of false gods. How many times has humanity been wiped out and reborn in the last few million years?

Don’t get your hopes up! Divine judgments, even those you’ve never experienced, are legally binding. The longer time passes and the longer I remain here, the less influence I have.

I also know situations like this – my baby (including my nieces) was the sunshine in my gloomy life – their smiles, etc., brought joy in dark times. But I also recently told them that I’m sad they were born into such circumstances and that they have to endure everything because … Don’t start comparing; that has only caused more harm than anything else.

What I’m trying to say is, regardless of your reasons, if it was about child benefits and the like, then it’s sad anyway; at best. In the best-case scenario, mankind will be helped to crash-land.

Is your culture based on the idea that God makes mistakes or hopes he makes all the mistakes so you’re not left alone? I’ve heard this from both devil worshippers and educated people in recent years (around 2025) during interviews (e.g., on ML), who were so enthusiastic about all these illegal systems and want to continue maintaining them, meaning they don’t want to give everything back or secretly keep some of it, at least until they can replicate it themselves, or something like that.

This isn’t a test, even if it’s referred to as a simulation, etc., since the time has run out. You’re wasting valuable time with driving schools and such, creating unnecessary strain on everything. Again, hopefully the children will make mistakes that we can use to our advantage.

My Inactivity/Passivity: Just One Consequence

The passivity that one might perceive in me from a worldly perspective is a logical consequence of various circumstances. Firstly, and this is fundamental, it involves being in a foreign configuration – that is, being in someone else’s skin, or having something foreign reflect me, or having me partially reflect or interact with it. It’s difficult to articulate, but because these entities/identities in this configuration are not part of me, it’s comparable to using someone else’s tools or belongings. In that case, one must be careful – do nothing at all. Even if the person permits it, it’s not allowed because I can be certain that the person or individual is never fully aware of what all this entails. The comparison would actually be like taking someone else’s wife as my own. I’ve heard that such practices exist in certain cultures, for example, due to a shortage of women or other factors. Not everything that exists as culture is in accordance with the eternal law; that is Sanātana Dharma.

If one denies much and pursues other priorities, then one cannot understand anything. From a worldly perspective, one’s behaviour appears destructive and/or counterproductive to the established system, but from a divine perspective, it is precisely what can best be done, or not done: doing nothing. Never forget the fact keeping me and others blind!

Who pays the price for all these teachings that are still not understood, and even when they are understood, they have not been fully communicated, integrated, or implemented?

I promise you, everything will be reborn in the quagmire you have created here, and what is not reborn here will be born into a universe that cannot be described as the worst nightmare imaginable. To allow oneself to be assimilated, or to want to remain here with all its constraints, will also have its price.

It may be that my incarnation is lost/perishes; that is the price I will have to pay. But what is your price? I’m aware of that. Things can always be made worse. Many terrible things have happened, things that can’t be undone, but I still exist in real form.

This is about cosmic events, events of cosmic magnitude, which might seem strange to you, and you’re communicating all of this between the lines and with latency. Do you know the definition of comedy? Even the divine one?

Do you know the story of Mahabali, the one from my incarnation as Vamana?

Don’t forget how certain things manifest as thoughts in my mind; that’s one thing. What constitutes absolute truth, however, is linearly dependent vectors.

A practical example of understanding linearly dependent truths is when, for instance, parents intervene in the choice of a partner. Their own truth might be a reduced, human version of truth, or even an untruth. This is also hypocrisy, for example, if the social status doesn’t match their own class, or if the skin colour, religion, etc., are factors. Or perhaps the parents sense that this isn’t the right choice. But if this is linearly dependent, then the person chosen for the child might not necessarily be the child’s absolute ASymmetrie. Of course, this doesn’t always have to be the case. Parents intervening might not necessarily align with the divine.

As already mentioned, all of this might sound strange to an outsider, but in any case, one must bear the consequences.

The movement of the (imaginary) line along the circle results in waves

Definition on the Unit circle”

Remember, it’s not my job to stop you, but on the road to your downfall, I can tell you that if you continue all this, even to a small degree, including over time and living on, the end and your infinities will be completely uncontrollable. I know I’m repeating myself constantly, perhaps even obtrusively and/or inappropriately, because this is intentionally implemented as a kind of humiliation or disempowerment 🤔… What is the price? That’s another question.

It doesn’t matter whether entities, AI, bots, individuals, etc., are doing this; in the end, you will all pay.

I don’t even understand if what’s supposed to be done now is necessary, since the past can’t be undone. Most likely, it’s even counterproductive. I haven’t received anything anywhere (through impressions, visions, extractions, etc.) that says anything different from what I’ve been SHOUTING like a carnival barker for the past 12 years. Even back then, when it was still As Soon As Possible (P.→🤭: P.S.) at the end of 2010/beginning of 2011, I said and made it clear: “Human dignity is inviolable …” 

If the divine (information) packets have been intercepted or manipulated, then the divine legitimation key (perhaps like quantum cryptography, which is also fake, according to my vision) will no longer be recognizable. Just because someone has removed the mailbox or done other things, the divine judgment will neither become invalid nor ever expire; this should be clear to everyone. Everything else is a lie, including keeping me blind.

Many only understand the concept of sine and cosine in a simplified way; you can find all of this everywhere.

To illustrate the concept/information/knowledge for you, consider lines [linear] and circles (circular). When does on speak of lines in social contexts? For example, when referring to biological lines, and circles, for example, in the context of friendship circles, business circles, and so on. This means that lines, which in turn consist of many individual circles, intersect with other social circles.

You see and find this analogy everywhere, where depth can only be understood if one does not neuter knowledge or science.

In mathematics, you’ll find all such constructs, or rather, the intersection of lines and circles, for example, in the Fourier transform, in integrals, differentials, and thus in infinitesimal calculus. You’ll also find all these mechanisms/mathematics in image editing, for example, in Photoshop with its various filters, or in audio processing, again with filters, which are also equalizers. In classical physics, all the way to quantum physics, and even in the theory of relativity, all these constructs are commonplace. For the sake of completeness, sexuality, i.e. the union of man and woman, is viewed two-dimensionally; thus, it would also be a line and a circle that perform the sexual act. Trigonometry, or more precisely, geometry, plays a fundamental role.

You shouldn’t deny any of this, and that’s the problem: you’re keeping me blind here, thinking you’re the great ones. That might be true to some extent, but your greatness is stolen greatness, or corrupted greatness, or… your lineage will pay the price, and you’ll end up either here or in the splintered part, which can itself be splintered again.

It’s simply that, for example, if my parents end up in the splintered part, or something similar, then that splintered part will splinter off again, and that in turn …

You’re not allowed to use any of these things for capital or anything else. That’s also why, for example, I haven’t touched my parents’ money or invested it on the stock market or anywhere else, because it’s divinely forbidden. More precisely, I know it’s wrong. Don’t you think I could have done something independently? Although I would have been robbed. That’s a different matter, similar to buying a car, because I don’t make deals. But the fact that I don’t make deals is also related to the fact that all of that is forbidden. If I know it’s absolutely wrong, how am I supposed to act? I still have to eat, shop, etc., regardless of what or who I really am. You’re confusing your concept of God with the actual one. Your concept isn’t necessarily wrong, but you don’t understand that I wanted it this way. This, in turn, has many divine reasons. There are only divine duties.

There are many things I don’t do because I know it’s wrong, but I don’t yet know all the things that are wrong. Neither my love nor the sum of all things can ever change that!

Who pays for all this? Who is willing? Also, don’t forget, despite the previous question, you don’t get to the other side of the cosmos in exchange or anything like that. Perhaps some parents/grandparents mistakenly believe they are sacrificing themselves for their grandchildren, etc., but that’s not a sacrifice, it’s the opposite.

While you’re negotiating deals or whatever, neither I nor the universe can wait for you. Or have you ever seen the Earth stop orbiting the sun? Something like that can and will only happen once (without warning). What I’ve been made to wait for, or what I’m still being made to wait for, will cost me for eternity.

They could have let me die back then, which was even the intention of some in current circles, but they never faced the consequences. The game is played: we’ll illegally give you all this, and you won’t want to get rid of it, just like us. With all the betting and everything else, we saw it with the Iran war, where someone apparently made a profit of 500 million dollars by betting on the death of the Iranian leader. It’s always been like this with every action I’ve taken, and even my inaction: bets are placed, and the dogs chase me and everything else around for crumbs. This is what prompted me, about six years ago, to tell my lovely lady and draw the (divine) line: she has to come home with me because, firstly, I’m not a stalker—that’s also a strategy—and secondly, I don’t want my love for her dragged through the mud. There may be rich people who find all this amusing if they can manipulate me. You know, at no point did I have a career aspiration where I wanted to be a stockbroker or something similar. My first career aspiration as a child was to be an astronaut, which changed during puberty to jet pilot and then to computer scientist, even though I’ve owned my own PC since the early 1990s, or more precisely, according to the receipt, since the end of 1993 🤭.

The tsunami at the end of 2004 was meant to be a divine message (my civil marriage was in August 2004 & my traditional wedding in October 2005 in Colombo, Sri Lanka – weddings in my culture take place within the bride’s family circle) that it would be wiped out, perhaps as had been prophesied years, decades, centuries, or millennia before. Imagine you are walking towards the edge of a precipice; if you continue on your current course, you will fall. That’s another way to understand it. You can change direction, but now we are in a place and time where the abyss of this solar system is present from every direction.

Not only that, I could perceive, but also that with my baby. This too was planned, and also secretly initiated. Of course, everything is supposed to be like an accident, a family tragedy, illness, or other external tragedies. The funny thing is that they’re using my security – the insecurity you created, or the relationships you used against me – to get their hands on my divine wealth. Do you know who Shiva’s treasurer (financial manager) is? That’s Kubera. The funny thing is, according to tradition, he too was afflicted by greed and no longer recognized to whom all this belonged. Shiva is usually depicted as a beggar, even though all this is his wealth. It’s not Shakti’s wealth, even though she is also Maha Lakshmi.

All these wars, whether in Ukraine, now in Iran, etc., what do you believe the truth is, the absolute truth? A few days ago, or rather a few weeks ago, I explained that absolute truth is a kind of linearly independent vector. You also know this from linear algebra, that the linear combination of linearly independent vectors spans the vector space. Do you understand the depth of mathematics?

It’s one thing that a person considers true and acts upon, which is something from this vector space. This also mathematically reveals the abyss. The difference between a scalar and a vector is that the scalar is a bare number or magnitude, while the vector also has a direction, e.g., velocity, acceleration, etc., unlike the temperature distribution in space.

Karma, Euler identity and trigonometry

The Euler identity, or more precisely, the equivalence transformation between Euler and the trigonometric function with sine and cosine, is interesting. It shows me that a certain fuzzy correlation exists between the Euler function and the divine, which is also in the context of karma.

Euler functions constitute fundamental quantities in banking, or more precisely, in the entire financial sector, including the stock market.

The use of the word “imaginary” is interesting, not necessarily in the mathematical sense, where it is abstract and dry, but not as I see it in a living, evolving way. This is where what is imagination, or rather, what is present as a seed on the imaginary axis, shows effects. This is also what I refer to as Code 48.

People also talk about problems making 〰️ 🌊 waves (cause a stir) at least in the German language. If something can create waves, then it can also be broken, just as there are wave breaker/breakwaters on beaches. But one can never truly master nature. This should be clear to everyone. You can, in a sense, run away, or the waves hit the wrong person, and they break the wave in the truest sense of the word, but what is the price for what comes next? Most people don’t understand this, especially if they consider their current life/existence to be the absolute.

There are theologians who believe that the concept of reincarnation was also present in the Abrahamic religions but was (gradually) removed from the faith through translation errors or political influence, such as that exerted by emperors. The reasoning is that if there is an afterlife, people are even more cautious about destructive actions. This would be counterproductive for many, including soldiers. You can’t simply say, “My commander ordered me to do this” to God. This is also the difference between being human and more primitive life forms. Humankind has a certain order within the cosmos, but it has become disordered and is responsible for all the chaos.

• Ein Dialog mit ChatGPT – Lie-Gruppe, Stringtheorie, Riemann, Relativitaet, Schallkanonen etc [pdf-file, 4 MB]
  [A dialogue with ChatGPT – Lie group, string theory, Riemann, relativity, sound cannons, etc.]
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When did what happen to me, or…?

It’s like this: I only started recognizing the visions as such, or rather, recording or noting them digitally, around October 2018. Before that, if I took any notes at all, it was the old-fashioned way, on paper. The first things I noticed were the reincarnations, if I remember correctly. I mean, if someone had told me they were visions or something similar, I would have discovered many things much sooner. It’s important to understand that I receive everything as an impression, not as images or anything like that. Most of the time, I just observe, and if there’s one thing I’ve been good at, it’s reading faces, meaning facial expressions and gestures, because classical language was a kind of barrier for me as a child and even as I grew up. Those who are organizing all this illegally know better how it came about. See also my WhatsApp note from 2026-02-20, 17:22 o ‘clock 🛸, section: ≡SA💀💀🔱⚠️🛸 [2026-02-20, 07:32 o ‘clock].

Remember that it all started when I tried to decorate the information with coughs and acoustics, i.e., binary codes (binary questions = questions with yes/no answers). Of course, all of this was observed and misused by everyone; I was partly aware of that, but I had to start sorting things out somewhere. Back then, a lot of money, or rather, compensation payments, were involved. I’ve since reduced the amount by three decimal places because I considered that more realistic, and secondly, it was absolutely divine (something I’ve only known for a few years) to minimize the intangible damage. Even reduced, it’s still a lot, but I knew that this level of payment, with a 140 in front of it, is common, at least overseas. Humanity is cut off from the true cause and consequences by painkillers and other medications; that’s what I understood, and this isn’t the first rebirth of every single person. Unfortunately, that failed and went in a different direction. Furthermore, it’s also set up so that anyone can deny anything at any time, just like orders were given via eye contact, which I was able to document back in 2009 🤺. At the time, I just didn’t understand the “why,” why so much effort for something so simple, but the Epstein & Co. thing shows that my assumptions back then were somewhat exaggerated, although that’s not entirely true either, because the technology etc., according to my understanding and vision, isn’t of human origin, or at least not from current humanity. I mean, on the one hand, there are the below-the-belt things or motives based on base desires, and on the other hand, there are the oversized truths and technologies that were tested on humanity, including, or especially, those motivated by base desires. Only then does it all make sense, why my entire life was destroyed. I’m also familiar with probabilities from mathematics, but I’m an even better observer, especially at recognizing patterns.

The thing about acoustics, that was even the case in the first phase, back in 2010. At that time, I was so fascinated by the progress of technology that I could hear the sound of a chainsaw or a leaf blower start with split-second precision, and I even tried to solve simple binary problems using it. For me, everything was technical back then, which might still be true, but it’s also only a partial truth.

I think until the end of 2018, they didn’t let me do anything at all. Music was playing in the background, but my head was buzzing as if someone had turned all the amplifiers up to maximum, and I felt that this was intentional, to intimidate me and so on… These were the people behind the entire gun lobby/telecommunications and everything else… It should be clear that Silicon Valley has military origins.

I always had all the lectures and talks on YouTube playing in the background, but I closed my eyes to them because there was no other way, etc. They used the complete torture program here, along the lines of, “Either you dance to our rhythm or we’ll destroy you and all your dreams”, which is essentially what they achieved. I have no dreams left.

I’m writing this because even back in 2010 there were people who were envious and jealous of me. They didn’t know about all the suffering I usually don’t show, because that’s just my nature, just like not crying, not because I was raised that way, but because I raised myself that way, like so many other things.

Don’t forget that loneliness was my constant companion, more than anything else. That might not be understandable for Germans, for example, but when you live in a foreign country where everything looks and behaves differently, you simply feel lonely.

The whole thing with YouTube/TikTok & Co. (non-linear television, etc.), as the current generations have it, didn’t exist back then. In my childhood, there were only two channels, whether on Weinstraße or in Ladenburg, Oedheim, and so on. From those two or three channels, the variety we’re used to from cable television emerged around 1990 on Klingenstraße.

Actually, this country wasn’t even my parents’ intended destination, but probably because my father was influenced by divinely my Beauty, we ended up here, regardless of how this situation manifested itself, both from my parents’ perspective and from the circumstances. Speaking of which, my father is a Kali devotee (actually Durga, since one shouldn’t worship Kali unnecessarily or keep it at home in the prayer room, etc., as its energy is destructive …) unlike me, who always worshipped Vishnu. Don’t bring up the fact that Vishnu, or Krishna, is often described as a playboy. I’ve never seen any of this from that perspective, and my visions from 2018 onward have confirmed this. It’s not really about perspective, perhaps it’s about linearly independent vectors. I was introduced to religious teachings by my first guru (a Tamil master in Ladenburg and also my only Tamil teacher) in the style of “மாதா பிதா குரு தெய்வம்”. As a child, I knew so much by heart, but all of this faded after I came to Erlenbach, as if something destructive began to erase everything.

My first place of residence in Germany was Oedheim (BW for Baden-Württemberg, or Black & White, the German Army “Bundeswehr” also use this abbreviation), around 1980. It probably all came about because our shared future (7488) was supposed to begin here.

Remember, leaving is out of the question 🛸🚀 and if my Beauty isn’t what I envision her to be, then I can never accept her. I’m not bothered by that, because it’s just a consequence of many other things that will come back worse than expected.

I’m actually scientifically minded, meaning I’m capable to row forwards and backwards without arrogance or shame, unlike professors who simply cling to their pronouncements even when everything contradicts them. But when it comes to love, I don’t compromise. That means: if this girl I met back in 2011 isn’t what I’ve proclaimed here, or if her purity is violated, I won’t be able to accept her, or ever will. I won’t make the same mistakes as with Murugan or others, even though I was already in a relationship, which should never have happened. But I can’t change the past. Everything I’ve done so far, or can do in general, whether it’s scientific topics or something else, regardless of the scientific/journalistic/… quality, is just a way to minimize the damage. Anything else would have made things much worse, although it’s still a lot of painkillers to mask the real pain and its causes. All of that is yet to come. Those who cannot experience this now, and do not migrate to the other part of the cosmos, will experience it in their rebirth, and then perhaps find their way to that other part of the cosmos. As far as I understand, this will continue until everything from the last 84 blue screens has happened, including the current 85^th state. Many variables become constants and remain forever, for this world and the next, especially for the splintering part. That is the problem when the wrong gods exist, or when the wrong ones are in positions of power.

If this were the case, then it’s also a consequence of turning a blind eye and many other things. So, no matter how you look at it, you can probably already see that everything always resolves itself in one way or another.

Everything is being held back here so that I can continue with my ruthlessness, and some still hope that I’ll perish in the process or give up on my beloved forever because I might have such thoughts. This suits certain people just fine. They would like to let all the people they’ve illegally promised something to live out their current lives, at the expense of ∞ infinity.

It’s one thing to have one’s mind/intellect washed now, to realize that one wasn’t the agent of one’s own actions, but that’s more for self-esteem or to deceive one’s own conscience. The sad thing is that time doesn’t stand still for anyone. If you consider your current life to be the absolute, that’s what they want, then you don’t have to worry about it afterwards. But if your current life is just one part of the infinite, then it will take on not only galactic, but cosmic proportions.

There’s a difference between someone desperately clinging to their values, which is what I’m still trying to do. It would have been easy for me to let go of the values ​​I’d so carefully sorted out – that’s adult life. What I’ve actually given up is my life, without having to abandon those values.

Don’t forget that everyone is each other’s gifts 💝🎁 for asymmetry, or rather, for the opposite sex. Imagine going to a wedding and giving a gift that looks like crumpled paper. Why should it be any different with yourself?

As I said, that’s also one of the reasons for virginity, although there are many other reasons that you won’t understand and can’t understand because it will hurt you, much like the “fox 🦊 and the grapes.” Remember, virginity isn’t just about the body and/or gender. No one seems to grasp that.

Getting back to the original topic, it’s only been a few weeks since I’ve been able to watch anything on the big screen. Watching anything at all was only possible from around 2019 onwards, and even then, not consistently. My existence is a mixture of torture chamber, prison, and so on. It’s not that I welcomed it, but it was the only possible option given the circumstances, regardless of the many attempts at humiliation or the various ways I was restrained. Anything else would have had even worse consequences, and there are countless possible worst-case scenarios.

All this and much more is the work of the Yellow IT-scum & Co. For those who found my existence amusing or longed for it, etc., something is coming for you for eternity. Either you make our deals, or you rot away as we’ve designed it, while others lived luxurious lives in my name – also part of the illegal (or rather, the entire) experiment. I know that there are cultures/classes/structures, etc., where humiliation is part of the punishment, and I can categorize many things. 

It doesn’t matter what I do to the world; it’s the product of greed, the preservation of power, etc. I never initiated any of this, neither the wars nor anything else.

What will the price be for everyone, that is the question? The answer already exists, it just may not have reached its intended recipient yet. The artificially created karma system has no later effect on the Absolute; it’s only comparable to a murderer committing a crime. You can’t say, “God, he killed me, now I want a life of luxury.” From this perspective, it’s also irrelevant that, for example, Karnan in the Mahabharata bears little responsibility for his misfortune; he should never have strayed from the divine path, regardless of his biological mother’s actions, nor should he have supported evil. Let’s assume that his motivation was true friendship; only then should he never have done any of that. Friendship doesn’t mean “partying…” but rather, if a friend acts blindly, as Duryodhana did, then it is your duty to stop him.

I could have done many things back then after 2009 🤺, I think, but I haven’t done them to this day, not because the person or someone else means anything to me, but because of the bond.

Conclusion & 74/S∪J

In 2011, when I first met my Beauty, I made it clear to everyone (connected via B2B) – my parents, in the classic way, because I already knew my CV had been trampled by politics and the like – that she should be kept out of politics. That’s also why I won’t be looking for a partner, or rather, why I’ve stopped looking altogether. This, above all, will come at a price.

As I’ve mentioned elsewhere, there are several ways to silence someone. Either they exhibit classic weaknesses (deception, fraud, etc.) that can be used to stigmatize them as a liar, or they can be classified and stigmatized as mentally ill/unstable. And the most powerful weapon is to destroy one from within, that is, through people close to one.

Of course, I now even know the names/lineages/clans etc. of the individuals who have tarnished my CV (greed, lust for power, xenophobia, etc.) or of other worldly/global events, whether during my studies or in general, and also their reasons. That’s no longer the case; the impressions have become so detailed that all of this is visible.

What I wanted was a home, a place where, when I open the front door, all the lies and intrigues of the world don’t just wash in, forcing me to swim in that toxic sea again. Unfortunately, it seems to be a widespread tendency: you destroy the trust that forms the basis of all genuine relationships, and then you become puppets or agents, including AI agents/bots, because there are no other choices. Agents are just puppets too, only perhaps on an intellectual level.

It’s one thing to fight a war out in the cold and return to the warmth ♥️ of home, but it’s quite another to constantly have to live on a battlefield, especially where there’s no longer any distinction between inside and outside. A poisoned system of calculation. I mean, pigs also enjoy wallowing in their own excrement. Many things, whether your actions/inactions etc., determine the ∞ after, where very few or absolutely no one is clear about what the after is really, or if there even is an after.

The full amount is approximately 1,5 ×10¹¹ € (2011), which was a godsend as an advance payment, rather than having to defer it or distribute it among individuals. As I’ve already said, for many things it’s finally over (no false conclusions/hopes), and only my departure 🛸… It’s about the final aftermath for everyone, without exception. I know that even the full amount is a lot for a single person; back then I would have quoted the scene from the Tamil film “Thiruvilaiyadal”: “At that price, I could have paid all my bills 🤭.” Much of it comes (currently) from the calculation matrix, and not necessarily… There are still residual amounts/dead ends…

Of course, I haven’t received a single cent to this day, and I’m really not giving it any thought because I know what will happen, namely the many different variations.

Whether it’s going for a run or training, lines have been drawn everywhere where I can’t do it. As I understand it, the training is supposed to erase the sins of Na🍅 & Co. All of this is from the yellow IT-scum and the like.

The whole thing about taking things away, etc., will come back worse, like if you (accidentally) buy stolen goods on eBay. That’s also reflected in the price afterward. It’s not without reason that I’m just existing. Decency and true love are one thing, but the rest – wherever I would have done this – is all of this, introduced to corner me, and then monitored. It’s constantly being monitored through various channels and then copied, etc. A lot of things are also set up to make me explode; it’s pure calculation: if you don’t play along with our deals, then we’ll get you under our control some other way.

In the Mahabharata, I (Krishna) was asked where I and my army should stand. The situation there was fairly clear, but here we don’t just have one Duryodhana, but many. What I’m actually trying to say is that it’s totally contradictory, perhaps even intentional, to obscure the true allocations of the Great Pie, which is the world, that is divided up. This is reflected in every conflict, whether currently in the Middle East, Gaza, Ukraine, etc. There are different lines of argument, with different intentions. My question is, where do you all want to stand, on the side of the eternal Dharma or on your limited and false Dharma (தர்மம்), which is also Adharma (அதர்மம்). I cannot and will not support your game; that was also the reason why I completely abandoned the idea of ​​becoming a career soldier. I could have completed my computer science studies at a military university, and then I would have automatically been placed in the higher ranks – at least that’s how it was back then, if I remember correctly. I mean, they had already done everything they could to prevent me from advancing. I feel like they wanted to keep me in a cage. The whole thing with the special leave made it clear to me that the Bundeswehr (German Armed Forces) could never be an option for me because I have to understand something when I do something, unlike other people. That’s just my nature. Of course, that kind of thing doesn’t work in the military, which is understandable because that’s how it’s designed. You can’t start philosophizing on the battlefield about whether or not to shoot; you just execute commands like a rifle. Imagine if the rifle or the bullet asked whether I’m allowed to hit the target? Maybe then we wouldn’t have any more wars. The whole thing with the special leave showed me I’d been leaking family secrets (to the Parliamentary Commissioner for the Armed Forces in 1999/2000), which shouldn’t have been allowed, that is their perspective. Maybe they wanted to put me in the secret army 🤭, where the state can even deny membership at any time. It sounds like something out of a movie, but it’s much more real than fiction. Even movies (partially) depict realities. I wasn’t upset at the time because it happened right before the end of my military service anyway, but my massive downfall began immediately afterward.

Some have seen or experienced enough of me to continue throwing out more stones, which is still ongoing, or are still trying to cover up because it has far-reaching consequences. Imagine if it comes out that a judge, expert, etc., is corrupt; then all judgments, expert opinions, etc., will have to be called into question. This will trigger an avalanche, which in turn will trigger even worse things, perhaps even an apocalypse, perhaps similar to chaos theory.

One more thing: what happened back then in the Bundeswehr wasn’t exactly dramatic or wild; I even found it amusing and was entertained because I didn’t grasp the depth of it or didn’t think it was possible in this country. But what’s going on behind the scenes and is still ongoing is completely different from how the West presents itself to the outside world. They’re all just human, especially when it comes to the recycled materials ♻️ from hospitals and such. Who sees the irony 🤭?

You’re all making your problems my problems. It’s not without reason that I keep my distance from all aspects of life, because otherwise I’d be endorsing your wrong and sinful actions, regardless of my heart 💝💖. That’s the problem when science is stifled and (foreign) technologies are suppressed. Western states and their allies find themselves in a similar dilemma in current events, bordering on hypocrisy. Imagine being a career soldier forced into a situation where you refuse orders because your conscience won’t allow you to shoot someone on the other side of the powerful. For the powerful, death is just another business. 

War also stimulates the economy, because what has been destroyed must be rebuilt. We will now see statements from politicians revealing this hypocrisy, for example, regarding the war of aggression between Ukraine/Russia and Iran/USA. Of course, it’s about which clan/cartel/system, or however you want to classify it, is allowed to participate in worldly affairs. It may be that both sides have committed and continue to commit sins, but… and I don’t want to discuss these matters here, just mention them.

One more thing to sober up: I don’t want to take sides, but I do want to expose again the hypocrisy of politics and politicians. When German politicians argue that Putin profits from war, look at how the German arms industry, and indeed other industries, have turned a profit from various wars. You see, you can’t simply categorize all of this by nation, etc. Ultimately, it’s about how everything in the world is redistributed between the many circles and lines (of power). It may be that most kings have disappeared, but what hasn’t really changed about this power construct is what the books and the many people in ties and suits tell us – a great empire has broken up into smaller kingdoms 🤭. They’re just good salesmen (i.e., liars?) 🤭. As the saying goes: People in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones.

If someone says, “We are in alliance,” and in the event of an alliance conflict, even if this isn’t actually true because the attack came from another side, we must act accordingly – I mean, if the state can’t even manage or have the courage to say, “You friends of the alliance, we are no longer friends because you are going down the wrong path, or we disagree with your actions and will initiate sanctions, etc.” How can one then expect correct behaviour from an individual? Is it peer pressure, conformity, cowardice, adaptation, etc.? Shouldn’t the state and its officials be role models for the people, or is this behaviour the role model?

If I say I no longer have dreams because all this is happening, and I’m expected to certify this as worthy with my divine legitimacy/identity, etc., which I will never do, and it happens anyway, then it’s either not me or a consequence of keeping me blind etc.

It’s no different with friendships. If someone behaves antisocially, then as a friend you should point it out or correct them. If all else fails, then you have to end the friendship. Friendship isn’t about partying until you drop; it’s a very complex bond. It’s one thing how I treat a stranger, and another how I treat someone I’ve been through thick and thin with. This isn’t meant as a criticism, but rather as support for friendships I’ve ended, where time has long since run out for the here and now. For the others, don’t make it even more complicated. I don’t know hatred, envy, or anything like that. I’m consistent, not necessarily resentful. Don’t forget who I really am, and not this reduced identity you all call your friend, brother, relative, etc.

Do you know what “win-win stapling” is?

What I’ve observed regarding the 😈 system is that they try to infect everything, like an HIV-infected person maliciously infecting everyone. Now everyone suffers like me and enjoys themselves like me because everyone is infected. There’s too much sickness that actually belongs somewhere other than where it actually is.

The dangers are also established by the system to give the statement a strong justification. I’m already recognizing patterns in how levels with criminal potential interact with other systems. Who do you think consumes drugs and everything illegal? Is it only the socially disadvantaged, e.g., from the slums, etc., or can judges, lawyers, police officers, etc., also be affected?

Not everyone has to be like that, but everyone wants peace and quiet. Everyone has a family, a house, a car, loans, etc., and not everyone is like me – that is, from a worldly perspective, a worthless person/ nobody who hasn’t achieved anything in life. It’s not that I want to be a nobody, but rather a consequence of the circumstances.

I’ve encountered people here who are so utterly devoid of character. You call this the adult world? I mean, don’t you think it makes people, society, etc., sick? I didn’t demand that anyone be a saint; this polarizing phenomenon is also a consequence, not a law of nature.

If you waste my finite time, you waste your time ∞ infinitely. That’s a law of nature, regardless of who or how it comes about.

Decide for yourselves and don’t use my actions as some kind of pseudo-random initialization vector for the (calculus) system. That’s more than wrong; it’s simply an attempt to avoid taking responsibility. Everyone wants 😈 meat, but no one wants to kill.