My greed for knowledge (curiosity), a journey to hell or hell?

It should be clear to everyone that I’m not forcing all this learning on you; it’s a logical consequence of various circumstances, regardless of the fact that when I began studying about 25 years ago, I would have loved to study everything in this world. My thirst for knowledge¹ was unlimited. For example, when I’m in the library, I see all these beautiful books and would want to study them all immediately. It may be that greed took root in me differently, but greed is destructive.

Women collect some things like trophies, and it’s not much different for the other sex. For me, it’s focused on knowledge, but not on information or your social conventions like rumours. I deliberately focused on this so that I wouldn’t become like the people I criticize myself, namely the blasphemers and the…

It’s true that with true love, you can see that I dance to your tune, but not like some people. Now we come to the introductory sentence that the longer I stay here – it’s no different with my pretty one – the more will end up in hell. Hell is simply a term I used to describe something you’re familiar with, but here, for the first time, something has arisen that never existed before, with eternity being what came before.

Perhaps you all planted the seeds for these millennia ago.

I recorded a few years ago that the cosmic constellation had manoeuvred itself into such a favourable position that, with a best-of-best-best-case scenario, all Doshas could have been cleared. This is comparable to the Möbius strip, which also became a symbol for my website. Geometrically speaking, we are at the node. To be precise, it’s not a node, only from perspective it seems like a node.

That’s also the problem when true love is abused; it becomes poison. You all think yourselves are very clever, and that’s also your arrogance. What is arrogance? It’s nothing other than ignorance, a certain form of ignorance, right?

One could say here that the entire cosmos could have been refurbished or completely cleansed of all errors, so that a true paradise on Earth could have been created in the truest sense of the word. This cosmic constellation is so unique that, on a cosmic scale – that is, billions (trillions) of years – it’s like winning the lottery millions of times in a row.

My greed for knowledge was also correspondingly (divinely) justified; that is, I would have needed all the secret knowledge without you being able to misuse it. This also anchored my conviction to finish my studies by all means, when many others would have decided differently long ago, perhaps even made more financially prudent decisions. My primary concern was never the economy. The fact that I didn’t give my studies the importance they should have had to do with my personality. I gave true love, whether it be friendship or the love between a man and a woman, the importance that studying played a subordinate role for me because I didn’t want to study for others, but for myself. 

What I mean by that is “wanting to study for others” is, for example, prestige. This is unfortunately very prevalent in our Tamil culture; without wanting to judge other cultures, I’ll leave it as it is in the singular. 

What I see everywhere is that everything is abused, whether it be relationships, material things, knowledge, wealth, religion… The number of abuses is truly almost infinite on a human scale.

Now back to the term hell. What I mean by hell here is the splitting off part of the cosmos, or energy, or whatever you want to call it, which I don’t want to define precisely. Please bear in mind that every definition limits the matter. That was also the problem, all these complex impressions that I experience. It was no different 25 years ago, which is when the idea was born that I would one day develop an artificial intelligence that would simply write down my thoughts, similar to speech-to-text, because I couldn’t keep up with typing or writing things down, because it would fade for me once I started. This was the birth of B2B and B2C.

I’ve also described this in recent years, how all of this is the consequence of your various experiments and your conscious actions, which are driven by greed, namely, locking me and my beautiful daughter up somewhere like a golden egg-laying goose. If you try to separate us, as you did, then the cosmos will split, similar to nuclear fission.

I’ve also reminded you several times that this cosmos is the cosmos of purity, meaning that for this cosmos to function, purity is a necessity. Impurity manifests itself differently in physics; for example, friction is the manifestation of impurity. Every mechanic knows, whether building a transmission or wheel bearings, how important it is to minimize friction, except for brakes, where friction is desirable.

In this context of “wanting to learn everything,” I’m reminded of the Hindu story of when Vyasa was looking for someone to write down the Mahabharata. He was looking for someone who could write it as fast as he dictated it. Vinayagar then manifested himself in a little boy and told him to dictate it as fast as Vinayagar could possibly write.

So, my desire to learn was something like what is written in that song “Rap” by Azad; perhaps there is a correlation. Regardless of the fact that everything repeats itself anyway, it’s just how it manifests, that is, takes root, that can vary.

What’s also important is that the greed for knowledge, which I have implemented in such a way that it determines my life’s path on the path of purity. Because if I spend my time acquiring knowledge while my Beauty is reaching her age, I can’t do any other stupid or impure things. This is also the case, as the Tamil saying “அளவுக்கு மிஞ்சினால் அமுதமும் நஞ்சு (Alavukku minjinaal amuthamum nanju)” suggests, that too much of a good thing can also be harmful, or more precisely, poisonous. This is analogous to the German saying: “The dose makes the poison.”

According to my vision, the authors of Ramayana, Valmiki, and Mahabharata, Vyasa, are the same identities, meaning they are reincarnations of the same.

Why reincarnations are necessary should also be clear to everyone, because one life is not enough to experience infinity, but infinity as a life would be cruel.

You have no idea how many people experience trauma and these traumas haunt them throughout rebirths, but to a tolerable degree, unless the blinds are open and the rain is pouring down. How often have many wished, “Oh, how wonderful it was as a child.” The desire to have children is also a manifestation of this, but not necessarily in the way some psychologists proclaim, namely that one wants to realize oneself in the child. In a pathological form, this can truly manifest itself.

While I’m at it, the number 94, which is also the international telephone code for Sri Lanka, is also mirror-symmetrical to the number 49, which is also the international code for Germany. If you code this in decimal, like the order of the alphabet, then the ninth letter is the letter “I” and the fourth letter would be “D“. Strung together, i.e., concatenated, the two letters result in the expression “ID“, which stands for identity. I used the mathematical symbol for congruence, “≡,” for certain things. In geometry, we speak of congruence when, for example, triangles are congruent. Perhaps there are many other truths here as well, at least scientifically.

It’s true that everything has to happen at a certain moment. It may be that every day repeats itself, but every day is unique. What’s over is over; the sun won’t stop for you until you’ve come to an agreement. That’s also what I meant by the missed exam.

If you continue to act in a 🦊-like manner – some things can’t be helped because every entity has this quality – everything will only get worse.

Speaking of foxes 🦊, do you know the passage from Thiruvasagam where Shiva transforms the foxes into horses?

Purity is a very complex concept; it doesn’t just have the classic meaning of virginity, as known in various cultures, but rather as virginity.

Of course, I renounce my Beauty or my existence here; everything else is not mine, or divine, or I have been blinded. If one tries to change that, the consequences are so severe that none of you want to know, and you won’t, but afterward, you will know for eternity. I cannot accept her or any other girl, and I won’t either, nor will I, nor will I stay here, because it violates my purity. This also applies to your loyal helpers or forced helpers. What happened is not a minor offense; I am being so gentle in explaining it just so they don’t break.

It should also be clear to everyone that controlling the manifestation of purity in the form of virginity, as it may exist in certain cultures, is not in the divine spirit.

A relationship is based on trust, not on evidence, but I also know that your cultural customs demand or necessitate evidence. You’re creating a dilemma here. There are some dilemmas that are beautiful, but they’re only a very tiny part. All other manifestations of the dilemma are only for destruction.

Above all, everything that happens here must not be done for remuneration. This is also the reason why the Brahmanas are not allowed to earn money or work; at least, this was the attempt to implement this function into the social norm. In some cultures, such as the Jewish culture, this is called the Sabbath; for Christians, it’s Sunday, a day off work. It’s the manifestation of the same energy, but in different cultures with different forms. You know that energy is also just information, but I would rather call it a construct without wanting to specify it, because every specification limits the given. This is also, for example, the reason why Judaism has no name for God, although their reasoning is different, namely reverence. Islam is almost similar, with the one difference that they gave this divine being a name, namely Allah. All of these are not different gods, but different manifestations of the same, but the interpretation or idea that God cannot reduce or reduce himself is wrong. This would also contradict omnipotence, because if someone is omnipotent, they can also reduce themselves, but can a reduced person become omnipotent again?

Perhaps or probably, I will overwhelm most people, because it is not the knowledge that is complex to understand all this and much more, but rather your inhibiting function/characteristics such as envy, xenophobia, and many other habits that stand like blinds between the truth and your untruth or ignorance. 

This is also the reason why I say that capitalism has neither heart nor mind; it is also diabolical because it also arose from its energy, which contains the decaying and charred body. You know what corpse poison is? But all of these poisons your mind. I don’t want to speak ill of what capitalism is, but it simply arose from poison. There are yogis who take small amounts of snake venom. It’s no different in medicine: if you want to make a person immune to snake venom, you inject a very weak dose of this poison so that the body produces antibodies. But what you’re trying to do here in the name of prosperity is total poison.

The arrogant will say, look at everything we’ve created (and let them talk): tablet PCs, cars, airplanes, etc. I just wonder if all of this is necessary to live happily. Everything you’re listing here can only bring comfort, not life.

An advanced civilisation doesn’t necessarily always have the same standards or achievements. Only certain necessities shape all these achievements. Someone who can sit on the floor will never build tall chairs. Only where it’s very cold and the distance from the ground must be greater will chairs with long legs be built. Do you understand what I’m talking about?

The funny thing is, you’ve now built a hell, through the split, but I have the feeling no one wants to go there. But this isn’t possible; everything else is a lie or self-deception, even for a tiny thing, but even this tiny thing has huge consequences, similar to chaos theory. You know the story about the butterfly’s wing flapping, which triggers a tornado somewhere else. What this sentence tries to explain, however, is that small deviations, i.e., tiny deviations in the starting parameters, have major effects on the end result.

Last but not least, please never abuse true love, not even with my babies. This will cause catastrophes of cosmic proportions.

Again, this world is the world of purity. Your attempts to declare untruth as true or to redefine it have far-reaching consequences. You are abusing all instruments here, including supernatural ones. This is also the result of wanting to be something you are not, namely Shiva and Shakti. It may be that everything in the cosmos is Shiva and Shakti, but not that.

And your conclusion is also wrong: that I am only like this because I have the hood on, but I am that. This is a difference between you and me, but you are desperately trying to shape me into what you are, something I have consciously rejected for as long as I can remember, and otherwise it is implemented unconsciously with a certain latency, as long as you don’t try to exploit this latency with all your might to shape me into what you would like.

Almost two decades ago, I discovered correlations between quantum mechanics and the macroscopic world, suggesting that there may be similarities, namely that observation changes reality, as we know from psychology, just as this is the fundamental characteristic of quantum physics, namely that observation or measurement causes the wave equation to collapse.

Your attempts to create a kind of bypass for this necessity, i.e., to determine momentum and position simultaneously, also remain just a bypass and are not real. That is also the difference between relative and absolute. A constant is also absolute, unlike a variable.

Because I’ve also touched on the topic of absolute asymmetry [ASymmetry] here, I’d like to add that just a small asymmetry in the right places makes life sweeter, but through your interrelationships and many other practices, the asymmetry becomes so great that true bliss is impossible.

One can illustrate this somewhat by trying to open a lock with the wrong key; normally, one of the two will give way. Of course, there are also locks or keys that are similar and where, even though the key doesn’t fit, no damage is caused. But that doesn’t mean that this is the right key, or that it’s singular; there are many. You can compare it more to a universal key. It may be that certain keys open certain rooms, but they can’t be compared to the master key, that is, the one with the right absolute ASymmetry.

Perhaps some of you will understand why reincarnation is a necessary construct or consequence. Most of you come into the world as shining packages and lose your shine over the years. That’s also why we like children, because we see this purity, this shine, in them.

Of course, the poison can also take hold in the uterus. These are all very complex processes with multiple chapters. I’ve also recognized a rule, namely when the male child and when the female child is conceived. There are several rules, and it also depends on which rule is dominant and which is recessive, similar to a dot-before-dash, as well as the moment when the sperm fertilizes the female egg. As I said, these are very complex rules that cannot be depicted here. Look, there are currently practices in various cultures where the feminine has been systematically eradicated, and as a result, there are more men than women in the population. When such constructs or social customs arise, then impurity enters the world. The only thing that must never change is absolute asymmetry. Try to teach your cultures this time; they’ll laugh at you. Why should I waste my time here when everything has already passed? You should have been more prepared, but what’s happening here is that I’m running from canal to canal? It’s not my job to clean the canals. All of this is meant for countless rebirths.

There’s a song from 1993, “I’d Do Anything for Love (But I Won’t Do That)” by Meat Loaf. 

This includes letting go, which is what I did with my decision. All of this is also a manifestation of Dosha (52), namely taking the charred corpse and wandering around.

There are illnesses that are manifestations of this Dosha 52, e.g., lithopaedion. True love also includes letting go and not constantly chasing after it; that is also letting die. You must let go for change to occur. Death is not absolute, but the gateway to a new beginning. If you want to keep all your habits, corpses, etc., including hybrids, there is no new beginning. What’s over is over; everything else is a true catastrophe, only in a hidden form. This also arises from sweeping things under the rug, and too many cooks spoil the food. Time is also the rhythm of a song, it is also the beat of your life. Imagine a stage where all the dancers are dancing like crazy; that’s what it’s like here. The rhythm is there, but to whose tune are you all dancing? Speaking of which, the song “Rhythm is a dancer,” do you know what that actually means? Do you know who Nadaraja is?

There was also a lot of envy that tried to change my style, saying, “If you are the chosen one, then we’ll change your walking style, your dancing style.” All of this is infinitely vast.

This hood, if you are impure, is similar to when someone doesn’t have a beautiful voice and shouts into a microphone, which is then amplified, then a beautiful song certainly won’t emerge.

It may be that the market crier has this need, but I am not the market crier. I don’t want to sell you anything, but I want to show you why you’re all crying, crying inside…

It’s similar to why only certain people are allowed inside temples; how all that developed later is another matter. Of course, not all temples are the same; each one needs different energies; even your car needs diesel, gasoline, gas, and electricity. You shouldn’t fill a petrol car with diesel. When I use analogies like that, you understand, but as soon as you’re out the door, everything’s back to normal because everyday life doesn’t allow for all of that.

The extension Code: Corona was actually intended to make everyone listen, but how you implemented and abused it is another matter. But this is an element of the absolute truth and not the truth you all know. This truth, as you all know or have experienced, is simply a manifestation of what prevails.

Of course, the truth cannot be absolute, for example, right and left; it is only true in context. The truth can also have multiple facets, like religions. You see a face, which is also the impression, give this face or impression a name and call it Judaism, others call it Christianity, others call it Islam, others call it Buddhism, yet others call it…

All these impressions or faces can be recognized as many facets of the same truth if you are not blind. It is hatred, envy, greed, etc. that have destroyed everything that could have flourished. Remember that what is over is over, just as what has happened is done; you can’t undo it, only sweep it under the rug. This is also the difference between Mahakala and Mahakali. One is linear, the other is circular; the two together are like a spiral. A spiral, unlike a circle, can have a beginning and an end. Its shape in the three-dimensional world is only approximately that of a circle; if you look at a feather, for example, it is like a circle from a certain perspective. This is the shadow perspective.

Please don’t destroy the realistically feasible future in a best-case scenario. Everything else is pure poison and tantamount to total destruction. It’s not without reason that the famous mathematician John Nash discovered that competition is destructive, especially on this scale. As long as it’s in moderation, it’s similar to contradiction; it can be constructive and mean progress, but not all progress is actually progress or change; it’s usually a regression.

This is also why I say that capitalism has neither a heart nor a mind; greed has become the driving force. The world is ruled by greedy, heartless, and senseless individuals and entities. What do you expect then? That everything is sacred?

It’s not without reason that I said all these times were already over in 2012. I should have set the right course back in the 1980s. The beauty of this number is that I was 34 years old. When I met my beautiful girl, I was 33, and when everything was interrupted, I was already 34.

This time, which you are entitled to in the best-case scenario, is necessary for mental preparation for human destiny. Only the unholy will lead you into a dark future. One possible form, for example, is that this cosmos instantly becomes part of the splitting cosmos, which is fatal and irreversible. There are many roads to Rome, which in this context means many roads to the abyss.

It is also fundamentally important that the best-case path opens up, that nothing can ever be taken away from my baby. Anything else falls under the category of abuse.

It was not without reason that I said that none of this should work the way you are doing it here, because that is the road to the abyss. You also misunderstood the number 42. What’s the point of studying during your high school exams? Maybe you’re studying? That’s exactly how it is. You didn’t want me to study because if someone is smart, they can’t be manipulated unless they already have some weaknesses. If no weaknesses can be found, then weaknesses are created. As a last resort, lies are even allowed, especially in the secret departments that are now standing there crying because everything they’ve done will affect their loved ones.

It should also be clear that the divine forbids all your things and won’t let me do them, like the jobs you’ve offered me, etc. All of this is an attempt to undermine me and the divine demands, including the courting and many other activities.

Footnote

¹ I read and studied all this knowledge at such a speed, it was like a machine. My eyes scanned the pages of the book like scanners as I absorbed all the knowledge.

I wanted to do so many things simultaneously, because time was the only thing I couldn’t control. I had the TV or the news channel on while I read things. Some wouldn’t recommend that, and I wouldn’t recommend it to anyone either, because it’s very stressful to work with such concentration. That was also the urge to understand politics (as a science) and so many things at the same time.